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Frustrations... A question for y'all!

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 12, 2008, 5:53 PM
- Simplicity, complexity, oh what a tragedy
Reality, insanity, strange normality
Incredible, untouchable, but just visual
And I want you, just you but natural..
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Ahem. So yeah.

Ever started drawing/painting something, thinking it'd turn out AWESOME, fucked up and felt like throwing your tablet/pen/brushes/whateveryou'reusing to the nearest wall and screaming out in frustration?

That's what I am feeling like.

I have several unfinished sketches I'd LOVE to finish but everytime I open them up.. I just feel like doing some serious violence to nearby objects. Unhealthy, really.

The worse part is not being able to continue drawing anything at all, as every "failure" I feel I am making is driving me nuts. That's the point where I just shut off Photoshop and go play WoW.

What do YOU do to vent out that frustration? Can you continue being creative after? Or will you just take a day's break and continue some other time?

Halp. :>

(Other than that, I like v6. I like thumbnails in my message center, thankyouverymuch. Let me keep them. )

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Enigma - Boum-Boum
  • Playing: WoW PnP RPG. And WoW online.
  • Eating: Cookies.
  • Drinking: Lemonade <3

Yesnoyesno... yes?

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 3, 2008, 8:36 AM
Hai.

Guess who started playing World of Warcraft pen-and-paper? Huh? HUH?!

Yes, me. And my boyfriend. And two of our friends (we shall call them A and H). Our party has been named "Freakshow on the Road". Why? Because I play a naga priestess, A plays a naga warrior and H plays a satyr rogue. This whole pen and paper thing has also gotten my creativity on the move and I constantly find myself doodling all over the character sheets and random paper laying around! It's so much fun!

I actually drew and colored a portal drake/dragon as well, but it's still a tiny bit unfinished. I promise I will post it when I get somethings fixed. (I will actually post the almost-finished one right now... to keep my inspiration up for finishing it!)

I've also been watching a lot of F.r.i.e.n.d.s. We have this gigantic box with all the seasons on DVDs and I've had a chance to completely sink myself into comedy there. Good laughs..

  • Mood: Mesmerized
  • Listening to: Bloodbound - Flames of Purgatory
  • Playing: WoW PnP RPG. And WoW online.
  • Eating: Waffles... mmm. Waffles.
  • Drinking: Faxe Kondi ( Danish 7up wannabe!)

Hej!

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 7, 2008, 5:12 AM
Eeehehe. It's been awhile.

So hearty hello from Lyngy, Denmark! It's been a sunny and horribly hot weather for almost a week now (ever since I moved here on last Saturday) so it surely feels like an extended vacation with cloudless skies everyday. I might have to learn to walk in a miniskirt.

And here for some of the more curious - meet the desk I share with my boyfriend: [link]

The whole apartment is a huge mess still but it'll come along. Biggest of my worries is money, though. There were bills that were due on Wednesday and Thursday but.. no money, no can pay. Argh!

I'm not sure if I will get back to drawing too actively, but if raiding in World of Warcraft doesn't go as well as it should, I just might. Mother has sent my drawing tablet over as well :3 Should arrive sometime next week.

But I miss my friend(s) in Finland a little. At least I got some new music from Johanna! *headbanging to Atreyu - Honor*

In anyyy case! Wonderful summer to one and to all. Thankyou for your comments and +favs, I will surely comment back.

Best regards,
Sissa :heart:

  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Atreyu - Honor
  • Playing: Neverwinter Nights
  • Eating: Pasta bolognese
  • Drinking: Faxe Kondi ( Danish 7up wannabe!)

Hoping to get back from a hiatus / WoW / Life.

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 29, 2008, 2:38 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: David Arkenstone - Road to the Faire
O hai.

Long time no see and all. I have been busy to no end with WoW (who woulds have guessed?) and life overall.

I am hoping to get back to my illustration hobby when I move to Denmark at the end of the summer or so. More information to follow :)

But thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday, I'm sorry for not being here for such a long time!

The 20-year-old Sissa.

"Do the cha-cha!"

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 21, 2008, 2:25 AM
  • Mood: Tender
  • Listening to: Arwen - Touch the Sky
Yes, couldn't think of a more random title. Partly because some bugger is eating pizza in front of his computer and making my drool gather in pools on my keyboard.

So yes, Raven Company is rolling again. Cha-cha-owned Illhoof's sorry butt on the weekend. And I even got to bring my warrior Nayanna along for some kills (Maiden, Opera, Curator). Was awesome. :) My first WoW character ever in Kara, nostalgic :3

And Friday is Zul'aman. I don't want to think how badly we'll get our asses whooped.

And! I've been working on the Naya picture (again). Slowly but surely.. My artistic-ness has been limited into making icons and stuff for Raven Company lately.

Oh! And I read the book about Thrall the other day. Very touching. I'll need to remember to have a look at Taretha next time I go to Old Hillsbrad.

Um.. life's okays. Though our freezer is playing tricks on me and ~Oath-Photography by melting itself! I can't understand -.- And cats ate the flowers ~Oath-Photography 's mother gave us when we visited the local Chinese . Little buggers!

Got used monitors from work also, will need to find a big table so both me and Oathy can get two monitors :3